a brand new me?

2005-12-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

2005-12-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

:: Thursday's shopping ::

Jordan~

Crazy gal~

sHopping on Friday~~ h0h0h0h0!
DAN & I SAW RUAN MIAN MIAN!!! L0L
so shocking ok!! hahahahas
bought my ear stud, watch & rabbit bag.
spent abt $47. ok shall not talk abt it. lol

yEsterdAy wAs suCh a memorable X'mas eVe!
hahas =P bought 10 gifts to give away.
Met up with zhen hao in the morning.
then we chit chat...
abt 1pm had lunch with andrea & edwin.
hahas. then my grand daughter REGINA khoon leng
brought me to her church service
quite a number of peirceans there~
then the drama damn funny. lol
hahahass i tryda ask & post the video here. L0L
10pm ==> cineleisure~
with dan, edwin blah blahssssssss..
hahahass the scene was like WWIII!!! lol.
all the ah bengs & ah lians including us spray foam on each other.

THAnKs f0r aLL the X'mas giftsssss~~!!!

Sebby boy

Dan

Me

2005-12-22T12:38:00.000+08:00

Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) he'll be all I hope in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) theyll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I wabt just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine
(yeah yeah) cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be long under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.

Britney - My OnLy wIsH..

":: Dream of u again.. ::
:: u rejected me. ::
:: u told me u already have the one u love. ::
:: Are all these in reality? ::"

2005-12-21T12:17:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY

Made my way down to bugis again~
hahas with kevin. things which i want for now:
*big belt watch
*funky punky wallet
*funky punky stationery case
*rabbit bag
*pointed tips diamond ear stud
*colourful striking shoe laces
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THURSDAY

Went to dan's house for advance christmas party~
abt 15 of us went lol
big feast + water bombsss
lol. hahahahahahahas~ we really love the playground there
kept running to the playground for 4-5 times lol
+ + gifts exchange! dun tell u wat i received. =P
photos will be up soon~~!!!
u'll see how crazy we were~
i was like a 5yr old kid..LOL
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FRIDAY

Extended my beloved passport
posted to AJC
lol. no mood for any holiday trip
feel like staying in s'pore
home = sweet home
haiss
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SATURDAY

Tuition day!
dun talk much about it. hahas
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SUNDAY

STupid bus journey to KL~
hahahahaas~ omgomgomg took ard 6-7 hours~
not enough sleep
went for shopping after placing our things at the ROYAL BINTANG HOTEL
1st) chinatown (nth to shop, no chinese goods, lol)
2nd) kota raya, blah blahss (bought a shirt & hiphop pants)
my brother fedup with me cos i shopped non-stop
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahas~ so pissed off with me lol
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MONDAY

::butterfree park~~~ wEeEeEe~!!!::

Petronas twin towers & KL tower

Nice middle fingers~

family

let's learn the flower parts..lol. hibiscus

mE!!!

Stupid action from my brother. L0L

Orange butterfree

Spot the butterfreess!!!

B-E-A-UTIFUL

NICE!!! LOVE THIS PHOTO SO MUCH!
DUNNO Y I TOOK SUCH A beautiful PIECE!!! hahahahas!

Small butterfree lands on a big one

HaViNg SeX! LoL, no la, is mating..

Stupid guy again~

dead.

Ultraman & dunno wat god. hahahahas~

mum, bro, dad

Three-horn rhino beetle

Large frog beetle

Butterfree

Malayan horned frog

Lizards

Millipede

Scorpion

::TIMES SQUARE::

mE!!! again lol

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TUESDAY

::Petronas Twin Towers::

He's pissed off cos i window shopping too long
& he insisted on going to fishing shops. L0L

2005-12-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

Tuesday part II
hahahahahaahahahahahaahahahahahhahaha~~!!!
i was laughing non stop today at the j8 supermarket.
lol. guess what?
daniel and i saw this!

want the video?? click on this to download >>j8_supermarket_crazy_christmas_band<<

2005-12-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

Saturday
alrights, i was feeling kinda moody
decided to meet chris & went to orchard again.
wilson joined us along awhile later.
he treated us dinner, omg the japanese outlet (forgot the name)
which was ex$$$$.
hahas after that we just strolled over to the roadside temp shops beside the OG building.
a girl in a stall around my age smiled at me..quite cute.
hahas then i turned away & was thinking who she was.
i looked back at her again she smiled at me. LoL
wilson was like..want my number come & ask me lah~~ dot dot.
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Sunday
hahas. mrs han called me over to her house to tutor her beloved son biology.
lol. although i'm not qualify for teaching now, i've a passion for this career since young.
hahas, looking back, when i was ard 7yrs old, i began marking my ELDER brother's books.
LoL. i did not even check the answers.. hahahahas (i love the feeling of marking)
then abt 8 or 9 yrs old i gave pokemon lessons to both my cousins.
L0L.. every week prepared wkshts and organised lessons..
hahahahahahas then set exam papers also.
i noe peeps will like -_-lll hahaahas~
anyhow, i did prepare notes & wkshts for mrs han's son. hmmm.. lets see how it goes 1st..
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Monday
fresh start for me =D
with my cumbersome guitar behind my back
ready to step out of my home sweet home and proceeded to daniel's HUGE mansion
took bus 76 to yiochukang station and changed to bus 70
hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahas~ u noe what? i experienced something stupid!!!
the bus had overshot my stop. lol actually i didn't even know that cos i was blur!
when i saw HDB flats, i was thinking omg~ die le.
anyway i had to walk back FOUR bus stops OK! L0L
i prefer walking..lalalas i love walking..
guitar lesson at his house.
at about 1.30pm we met up with meiyun, oscar & joohiang for badminton at toa payoh that indoor stadium i think..
hahas had an enjoyable time..but the place was filled with so many OLD peeps
....aging population LoL.
4.00pm settled at long john silver outlet
i admire the friendliness of the staff there..hahas
they greeted us really loud. L0L
when we were about to leave the two staff greet us again.
there was this bell at the entrance, each time we ring it they were supposed to greet us goodbye
then joohiang, daniel & me rang it 3 consecutive times and they were like greeting again and again.. hahahahas~ we all laughed ---> -_-||| their expressions. L0L
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Tuesday
now i'm at home again~
meeting daniel at 3pm for hair cut. hahas~

2005-12-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

I don't know whether if i'm right or wrong.

it seems that u're behaving cold towards me?
hmmm please don't..
->
->
Wilson my relationship therapist(LoL) has been helping me a lot.
urging to me overcome my fearful phobia and read your blog regularly again.
hmmm...should i?
->
->
This period of time left me feeling vulnerable
almost everyday
sometimes i really can't tolerate the mental stress
one and a half months ago i tried hard to forget u
make myself to avoid things that are related to u
contact u seldom
but i failed
Now that i know
what my heart desires isnt someone else, but U.
->
->
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go

(Blind - lifehouse)

2005-12-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Interesting experience today!!!
wahahahahahahahahahahaha..
i'm inside the radio! lol actually on air.
This afternoon was listening to the internet radio 987fm
the programme was <987control>
then dj carrie chong annouced the sms format
my itchy hands can't resist touching the phone
hence i smsed in
"carrie ziyi here 3songs: running, perfect situation, so beautiful" to 72346
L0L actually i didn't know she would call me..hahas
Out of the sudden my phone rang..private number.
i thought that was my teacher or friend. LoL

Then she said "hello is this ziyi, how to pronouce your name?"
hahas.."i'm carrie from 987"
wah seh!! i was trembling from head to toe!!!
she asked me what i was doing, am i alone at home, am i a student. L0L
hahas then told me to choose another song cos 'so beautiful' had been played eariler.
i chose crazy by simple plan.
She then guide me along with the speeches all that..hahas i was so nervous & shy that i kept mumbling and also couldn't talk properly.. she did some editing and that's all!
hahas i kept saying OMG OMG.. LoL anyway i recorded down the speeches.

WhAt A mArVeLLouS ExPeRiEnCe!!

2005-12-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

5 RaNdOm tHiNgS aBoUt mE!!!

1] LoVe mUsIc. LoVe 987fm. whole day listen no problem. in class listen also no problem! hahahahahas. love yes933 music diary. love someone.

2] OVER-SENSITIVE & EMOTIONAL person. i feel for everyone. either positive or negative matters..

3] always 'burrrrrrrr!' after meals. esp in school. hahahahahahahahahasss~!!!

4] love arts, including beautiful places. everything around me is art art art. love beaches love my GREEN forest grass watever.

5] love to drink milk~ esp HL milk. love curry buns also..i dun mind eating it everyday. hates sotong octopus because of the rubbery texture! so er xin! and also the spots on the tenticles..EeEeEeEeee~!

i'll pass this down to my
a) pet goldfish that is still alive for 6months already
b) in memories of my hamster 'yamyam' that has died 2 yrs ago. 2001-2003. died of cancer. *rest in peace*
c) anyone who is willing to fall in love with me~~ LoL

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plaza sing today
hahas went with daniel
proceed to bugis
then shop for casual clothes
saw this cute bag!! omg so cute!

this rabbit. feel like buying one then go to JC with it. LOL
then...hmm..i shall decorate it with badges n wristbands n pins watever..

LoL
nice or not? say yes please!!!

**finally i have the courage to talk with u..i'm still building it =)

2005-12-07T11:02:00.000+08:00

ThE sKy iS fALLiNG!!!!!!!!

Went to watch stupid chicken little last night with chris!
hahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaha~
the show i rate 2/5.
cos the chicken voice is sooo mature! lol
not suitable for the small size creature..
his voice should be like the tweety bird.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~
moreover the period of the show is too short!!

9.45am jus returned home from thomson plaza
hahas. went to the supermarket 3rd job interview
lol. anyway it doesn't matter if the salary is lower or what.
jus needa occupy with some work that's all..

2005-12-06T10:40:00.000+08:00

Had a strange dream
dreamt that i was rushing to sch..
..then i had forgotten to take my english o lvl paper 1 and 3
!!!!!!! argh!
after that i dreamt that i was late for my e math paper 2
and i went to a sch nearby to take the paper
upon reaching the sch one of the staff told me that o lvl was already over. LoL

:: CrAzY dReAmSsSs ::

:: if every dream i have is of u..i would want to sleep forever.. ::

2005-12-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i felt extremely bad bad bad.
No one understands me as i'm an over-sensitive emotional person..
anyhow..last night went out with chris to amk central & after that to the park near the mrt.
oH mY gOsH..he was so funny..
i kept suaning him he gave me that -.- & tao ren yan expressions.
we were like laughing & joking the whole night. hahahahahass L0L

*chris & me*

2005-12-05T09:28:00.000+08:00

SaTuRdAy'S pRoM!!!
omg omg omg omg omg
hahahahahahahahaahahahahahaa~
i was so excited before the event

*88 bucks*

one way not to buy or borrow leather shoes - (stuff plasticine into the heels of my SJAB boots to minimise sound impact) L0L!!!

*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.

looks like boyband right?? hahahahahahass

vivien & me

partly 4e2

daniel me canggih eldwen

germaine & me

partly 2e3 - 2003
(hahahahahass, reminded me of the days monica & i listening to discman at one corner of the class, we increased the volume to maximum & the other corner of the class could hear..then mrs jeya was like hearing something LoL. & janice was the mo wan wan from holland v. cedric brought sweets in class and threw to everyone..hahas) i love this class. i love sec 2.

camelia & me (took outside tangs)

those peeps photos not here don't be offended okok. =P

anyway me andrea camelia winnie & canggih went to lucky plaza for a game of pool after prom
hahahaahahahass so funny when beginners play pool u know.. LoL
reached home at 2am 4th dec. Damn tired..

2005-12-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

12.30 pm woke up!............ . . .
again~ i know the feeling of awkwardness is recurring inside my mind again.
whirling around like no one's business..
sixth sense ringing again..something's happening~! yes something.
sighs..sometimes i really dunno how to express myself in words or speeches
i dunno i'm confused.

thanx wilson for helping me.
should i try it out? or not?
hurting myself is such a terrible feeling.
Terrible..horrible..
fragile heart was broken before*
i don't think it could endure another pain..*
jealousy plays a part t00..

if only i could touch n win ur heart...

beads of perspiration will drip down..
my heart will be thumping extremely fast..
...everytime i read ur entries.
Phobia overtakes courage whenever something related to u appears in front of me.
i just dun dare to look at it..dunwan to get depress again
can only say that i still miss u..'baby'..

if there's a chance i'll go for it..but there isnt any left=/

anyhow, friday night met chris didi~
hahaahas cos he lived near me and i had nth to do.
his age smaller than me but his size bigger woRs
hahas no choice la hors i was born like that
cos of the genes my parents gave me. =X
then we just chit chat for an hour lo.

Received so many hoo haas when i changed my hp no.
hahahahahaahahahahahahahahaahhahahahahahasss
some said i LAME, some said INNOVATIVE.
some said "ni hen ke ai" some said "i nv see ppl like that change no. "
some just " ok..hahas lol"
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhas
now listening to don don don don don don don don don and drew on 987fm lol
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Biology - Girls Aloud (hahahahahaas i love this song, related to BIOLOGY so obvious hor)

Why don't you fool me, feed me, say you need me
Without wicked games
Come on and hold me, hug me, say you love me
And not my dirty brain

Why don't you fool me, feed me, say you need me
Without wicked games
Come on and hold me, hug me, say you love me
And not my dirty brain

I got one Alabama return
That'll take me far away from you
'Cause when you take me in your arms
I turn to slave, I can't be saved

So I got my cappuccino to go
And I'm heading for the hills again
'Cause if we party any more we'll start a fire of pure desire

Closer
Your mind's flying blind with your head and your face getting red
And your heart beats closer
You fall on your knees and the geek at your feet says you're neat
And the beat gets closer
You die for the thrill at the kill and your heart's had its fill
But he still creeps closer
You want it to freeze but you're weak, in too deep and the beat
And the beat gets closer

Closer, closer, closer, closer, closer, closer, closer

We give it up
And then they take it away
A girl's got to zip it up
And get her head in the shade
Baby if we give it up
It's just a matter of time
Before all the heavy stuff
Comes back to bite your behind

Chorus
You can't mistake my biology
The way that we talk, the way that we walk, it's there in our thoughts
The magic number's in front of me
The way that we talk, the way that we walk, so easily caught
You can't mistake my biology
The way that we talk, the way that we walk, it's there in our thoughts
We're gonna cause a controversy
The way that we talk, the way that we walk, so easily caught

Why don't you fool me, feed me, say you need me
Without wicked games
Come on and hold me, hug me, say you love me
And not my dirty brain

Why don't you fool me, feed me, say you need me
Without wicked games
Come on and hold me, hug me, say you love me
And not my dirty brain

Chorus
You can't mistake my biology
The way that we talk, the way that we walk, it's there in our thoughts
The magic number's in front of me
The way that we talk, the way that we walk, so easily caught
You can't mistake my biology
The way that we talk, the way that we walk, it's there in our thoughts
We're gonna cause a controversy
The way that we talk, the way that we walk, so easily caught
Why don't you fool me, feed me, say you need me
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2005-12-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

i thought i saw u on wednesday at far east plaza..
but my eyes were playing tricks on me..

i miss u
i miss u
i miss u
i miss u
i miss u
i miss u
i miss u
i miss u
i miss u
lots...lotsssss
do u know that???
serious..really..

2005-12-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAAASSSSS~~!!!
L0L.
Haven been blogging for 2 n half days?
readers miss me is it??
well no choice la hoRs
tuesday went out with Wilson my frien to watch the movie PRIME.
marvellous!!!
so many kissing scenes w00o~
hahas and funny scenes too
u peeps should watch it =P
after that we went to have SAKAE SUSHI - nice
OMG..it had been a long time since i ate for 2 hours..
hahahahahass

ice cream~ yummy

Yesterday searched for jobs the entire day with rhowena again.
went to takashimaya & wrote our names down on the application sheet.
Whao~ so many names. we knew no chances left. hahas
then continued our hunt

This morning went for the interview at Raffles Hospital with again rhowena..& sumin
they need students to prepare for health screening & station at various checkpts in s'pore
including changi airport cos of the uprising no. of bird flu cases..
one hr at least $7 hahass too bad la hor peeps..today last day le
then the lady kept saying wait for the ministry to 'press the button' and they'll call us down.
sounds like 'push the button' by sugababes hoRs. hahahahahahahaahhass <== crazy
nvm... -_-|||
then saw MEI YUN!!! there
what a coincidence!

2005-11-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

Shall blog a short entry today

Woke up at 12.30 ==> went out with rhowena at 3 ==> plaza sing ==> bought a badge to decorate on my bag hahas ==> cineleisure K Pool ==> stayed for one hour ==> hahas played four rounds all i won =P ==> ngee ann city ==> makan makan bought sushi & HL milk, rhownena bought octopus balls & green tea ==> hahas whee lock place at 7++ cos she wanna buy harry potter that goblet of fire but can't find ==> went to far east ==> OMG my mind was in a blank suddenly heard one piak! my ear~~ ahhhh ==> a shiny stud was on my ear. =D =) =D

My stupid brother~~!! so childish rite???????? lucky i'm not like that. hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaaaasssss...

mE

2005-11-28T12:55:00.000+08:00

Hell0x hell0x

went out yesterday to bugis with edwin

hahas peeps if u wanna find prom outfit dun go bugis!!

that place totally sucks.

Hence after that we went back to amk.

hahas finally bought it

$100++!!!!

but it's quite nice the design.

dunwan post the pic here yet hahas

or else some ppl will choose better ones & make me jealous! LoL

joined my relatives at bishan later on.

hahas then step into a coffeeshop makan dinner

lol. my grandma's so blur..

hahas we strode towards the table on the left hand side

she was like so blur OMG continue walking towards the front.

hahas. old age problem i guess..

j8 that man studio guy really know fashion knowledge well!

hahas he helped me chose the pants for my outfit.

then taught me lots of things lah..

hahas saw a big grp of peirceans

wah so many dye hair sia~

=X (myself?)

2005-11-27T11:52:00.000+08:00

Was playing with my cell phone last night.
hahas. thought of something stupid - shooting a Music Video.
L0L. i'll try doing it =P then post it here.

2005-11-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

I Really have this strange feeling when i woke up today.
a feeling that always gives me some negative thoughts. causes headaches whatever..
i dunno. is that my sixth sense working?
cause i felt some things...some things about you..

2005-11-25T12:08:00.000+08:00

California - Darren Hayes (Can i dedicate this song to someone? someone that i still think of..every moment..for days)

I got a cottage with a sea view
I got a regular summer tan
I've been working up the courage
to call you all year, oh ...
There is nothing I can say
There are no good words left anyway
Besides people are cruel
and the world still moves without you, oh ..

Welcome to my Californian home
You don't have to call me
you can leave when you want
There's a picture by my bed
There's a light in your eyes
I don't know
Well I don't know
Why you still feel alone

And we were dying from the get go
I was dreaming but you never believed
I was trying to fit myself in the spaces between, oh ...
And you were kind and sometimes cruel
You said all the world's love couldn't satisfy you
And nothing could have hurt me as much as the truth
Ohhh darling

Welcome to my Californian home
You don't have to call me
you can leave when you want
There's a picture by my bed
There's a light in your eyes
I don't know
Tell me 'cause I want to find out
Do you still feel alone?

Love is illusive when you search for it
Don't I know
Happiness sometimes it just creeps in
Don't I know
I'm going crazy
I've been wondering
Do you still feel alone?

I need to find
Some kind of peace of mind
I need to find

I got a cottage with a sea view
I got a regular summer tan
I know that I deserve more
But I still want you

Welcome to my Californian home
You don’t have to call me
you can leave when you want
There's a picture by my bed
There's a light in your eyes
I don't know
Tell me 'cause I want to find out
Do you still feel?

Welcome to my California
(I need to find)
Even though I'm not good for you
(Some kind of peace of mind)
There's a part of me still waiting for you
(I need to find)
Welcome to my happy ending
(I need to find)
Even though it's fun contending
(Some kind of peace of mind)
I know
I know you can't look back
you can never go back

Welcome to my Californian home
You can never go back
Welcome to my Californian home
I know
You can never go back
Welcome to my Californian home
I know
You can never go back
I know I need to find, do you still feel?

Welcome to my Californian home
(I need to find)
Even though I'm no good for you
(Some kind of peace of mind)
Deep inside there's a piece of me
there's a piece of me
Still waiting for you to come home
Welcome to my Californian home
(I need to find)
I know you can never look back
you can never look back again
(Some kind of peace of mind)
But tell me 'cause I want to find out
Do you still feel alone?
Oh no ...
Do you still feel alone?
Oh no ...

2005-11-24T19:48:00.000+08:00

Boring day!!!

Went out with mei yin & her friends today.

LoL. Went to thomson plaza.. haha

at the popular bookstore i kept staying at the A level corner

haha reluctanted to go. LoL

after that walked walked walked

then went to amk central.

These two gals dunno doing wat.

LoL then at jubilee saw this stupid chicken little..
SO CUTE MEHX?

STUPID CHICKEN!!!!!!

haha. we proceeded to the JAZZ shop beside the KFC
woah!! that's what i wanted now. PROM NITE outfit!! haha
too bad, i tried the clothes but never buy. no $$$
haha. really nice OK. $92 L0L..
maybe i'll consider. why not?

this gal sitting in KFC struggling for her bio exam. sighs. too bad NEH NEH NI PU PU

no lah. actually i bought this book. hahahahahahahaha =P

peeps, guess what's this!!! (win $200 cd hamper hahahahahahaha...)
haha. sounds like daniel ong's show "what was that?"LOL
i'm lame i noe..

2005-11-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

PERFECT SITUATION - WEEZER (i'm too obsessed in this song haha.)

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm a hero, but I'm a zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
And I just pass through...

singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?

singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.

[solo]

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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WHO I AM HATES WHO I"VE BEEN (that's me) - Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to try to live my life

Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well, I never should have crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure
I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

I talked to absolutely no one
Coudn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up

And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to live my life

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance (if) you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
Cause who I've been only ever made me

2005-11-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

RaIn RaIn Go aWaY cOmE AgAin AnOtHeR DaY!

hahahahahahahaha. that's what i wish for this morning. LoL
cos...cos...cos....it's Mass Shopping Day! <=== (crazy)

went to do a fantastic hair cut today with daniel.
haha. LoL.
then some kind of potion i drank suddenly make feel dizzy..lethargic..dead.
white foam from dunno which part of my body flowed out of my mouth.
>> maybe from the small intestine to the stomach to the oesophagus to the mouth.
>> or maybe from the blood to the alveoli to the bronchiole to the bronchus to the trachea to the epiglottis to the larynx to the pharynx to the glottis then the mouth.
*scratch head* i really dunno leh. no idea.

While i was scratching my head, felt something......oh my gosh!!
hair papilla hair follicle hair shaft no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! only skin head!!!

Out of a sudden......ABRAKADABRA~~~Poof! pop! pop! pop..pop.pop.pop.pop.pop.pop.pop......

interesting right?

looking directly into the mirror, help!!!!!!!!!

then reflex action occured..........
stimulus > retina > photoreceptors > blind spot > optic nerve > sensory neurone > midbrain > synapse > connector neurone > synapse > motor neurone > eyes.

soRRy. my eyes p0ped out!!!! LOL haha.

hair POPING OUT of my skin head. LoL Dan & me

u can choose this fur for your hamster if u don't mind. LoL

Made our way to queensway after that
two "actioners" joining us. haha.

this two guys -- sebby boy n hong guang kept saying me action. LoL
no choice. cos i told them nonsense always. la la la

Dan bought a shirt. absolutely cool design. sebby boy bought a black coat for prom.
haha. me nothing la. no $$$
dan n i went to orchard after that...lol

WeEeEeEeEe~~ i took it yeah

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say me VAIN if u like!!! i dun care!!!

time to wake up?

2005-11-21T09:41:00.000+08:00

Y0! y0! y0000!!!
haha. i'm crazy.
gonna have a hair cut later.
then go out for a MASS SHOPPING. woo~
but dunno intending to buy things or not.
Prom night's too troublesome..
anyone dun mind helping me 2 dye hair? LoL

yesterday i slept again at 3am
haha. u noe wat?
my happiest day online.
cos i'm talking to peeps non stop!
one by one talking to me...then one after another.
"doing business?" LoL

Anyway think i've learnt something yesterday
chat with a friend which i met online last yr..
he's in quite the same situation as me.
shall not say much lo. haha.
told me that don't crush study with relationship
study is study...relationship is relationship
soooooooo i go poly? or what?

reflections

2005-11-20T01:37:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time coming.
woo!
few weeks of struggle for o level and it's over!!!
no big deal..nvm
this whole year has been really bad for me
especially when stressed, getting hurt also exaggerated the whole situation
now i'm trying to lead a new life..i'm trying..although my heart hurts most of the time..

haha. reached home at 9 yesterday.
haha celebrated the day with friends..
n see how other classes suffer few more days LoL
went to 'some' place eat the food tasted so awful
eeeewww
nvm. shall not name the place or else i'll get sueeeee
today went to watch harry potter! with andrea n edwin(both english pro only i sux)
movie seems confused to me la
cos i'm not always a bookworm what
lol

this guy damn shiok. i like his eye. can rotate 360 degrees.. haha

oh. and yah. recently the new song by darren hayes so nice right??
that SO BEAUTIFUL
oh my gosh i'm crazy about it!!
andrea bought the album today. i wan!! haha

Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

And darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found

You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand

You are..
So Beautiful

Yeah darlin' you know!
That you make me feel so beautiful

woooow! it's 2am already..
what shall i do later...hmmm